Last night I realized I was wrong about pretty much everything I thought had happened. I was kinda worried cause lately Ive been acting really stupidly and without any logic, so I asked myself, is this for real? am I 'in love'? Well with the help of some friends I got and answer and sadly it was yes, I think I didnt want to asume that but since I started feeling this theres a chaos in my mind! Im not sure about all this but yea if they say so (a looooooooot of people) I think maybe they are right, Im just concerned about the fact that I cant think straight and most of the time Im day dreaming... One thing is to know you like someone and all that it includes, BUT when you start avoiding your own thoughts and follow what your crush says no matter what.......thats dangerous. I alwayys ALWAYYYYYS said that when people fall in love they get STUPID and do just the opposite of what its obviously the right thing... Now I can say that Im part of the stupid team, cause I got fucking bipolar and what people say get into my mind and go away in less than a minute. Theres a song titled LOVE SUCKS, and I absolutely agree with that, cause no matter what you do, you CANT avoid the feeling and even if you know it doesnt make any good to you.. You just KEEP GOING WITH IT AND suffer and suffer and suffer until you are too tired to go on.. and die. Yea I know I feel like Im writing just random thoughts but this came to my mind and I had to write it somewhere.
So basically LOVE SUCKS, It will make you feel the shittiest thing on this planet, you will feel insecure and pretty much all the rudimentary things of life will get harder. But theres something else.. sometimes this weird feeling can make you smile for no reason, giggle inside all day long and it could even bring you the most exciting and intese expierence of your life.